My Fuck-up Life

If you are reading this, you are probably following me.

 I just want to say thank you 

and I love you.

I am so hurt. It causes so much pain when I know that I have ruined every single close human relationship with people. As of now, seeing all the familiar faces around on the social media are hurting me so bad. Apparently, I hate to admit that most of my true friends have exited my life already.

I feel like running away. Just suddenly leaving. No notes. No warning. Just getting my shit and leaving. I will then abandon all my current social contacts, start afresh and meet new people.

However, it is impossible.
I cannot do that.
No matter what!

Maybe I should stop using Facebook as a whole?
What do you think?